After 2 days smsed Vicky at yesterday, She did say that she just wants me to move on. I am trying but It is hard... She doesnt seem to realise that not only was she the first girlfriend Ive had but also all that trust I had I've now lost and dont think I can ever trust anyone like that ever again. People always say that time is a great healer. I hope they are right? I dont think It will be worth going on with my life if I always feel like this.
Its good being in work as I can invest my time into something that I can do.. its also nice to have people around... I only have one more week here so dont know if im just going to go down hill after I leave...?
I must say today posted on my facebook page saying that im having a good day which when compared to the last couple of days.
What goes through peoples minds.... I wish I was a lot more agressive as I dont tend to stickup for myself... & people including my friends take advantage of that...
Finding it more difficult to communicate with people as my nerves are starting to play me up again....
Well thats my thoughts for today... I feel better after writing this even if no one ever reads it.
I feel like im getting it out of my system....
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