It has been 3 weeks now since I broke up with Vicky, I still love her very much and its not in my nature to be hurtful or spitefull to anyone.
As I haven't written on my blog for a long time here is the story so far.
16 Months ago Friday October 23rd 2009 Vicky & I went on our first date together. We went to the Lych in Hereford. We talked from about 730 till 2 in the morning.
This then led onto our second date at the cinema to watch "The Invention of Lying" I was still very nervous and she was amazing. Her beautiful smile, her caring ways. It was on our way to the cinema that I told her I was falling in Love with her. I think my exact words just as we got into Worcster were " I think im falling in love with you." It went on from there on 23rd of the month I bought her flowers to show her how much I loved her.
My First birthday with Vicky was amazing had a room next to the pub. Still being very shy I didnt want to take advantage of her as she was exceedingly drunk. I remember about 4am in the morning the fire alarm going off & me jump out of bed & run around like an idiot while Vic says "it will go off in a minute" & went back to sleep.
We move on to Christmas my first time away from my family & I will let you know Vickies mum and dad are the most caring and loving parents anyone could want. Not only did they invite me into there home but they also made me feel like one of there family.
It was around this time Vicky said to me to stop going to Taekwondo "If i remember right she said that you would rather go to Taekwondo than spend it here with me?" I gave up Taekwondo.
Thinking about what I am like with everyone a little emotional blackmail & i would feel bad. (this was something I discovered later when we had our last ever chat at the rose and crown pub.)
First Valentines day - We had a trip down to London saw "We will rock you!" Things were good we made Love as lovers do all night & a few times in the morning.
This was the time when her Ex-husband was messing her around and took Her little boy Dylan to France for a weekend.
5th May Vickys birthday.
July 24th 2010 Gave up working for CSS computers in hereford in favour of creating a better life for little DD & Vicky, Started work at Aylestone school. On a temp to perm basis. This didnt work out & I ended up training the person who got my job. At this point I was I was looking at being unemployed. Vicky said that we will have to save up as there wont be as much money if I didnt find a job. Luckily for me Kathy Chadds of hereford found me a job at M&M direct in Leominster this lasted me till just before christmas 2010. As far as I am aware Christmas went well, Again I stopped with Vicky and her parents. I had an amazing boxingday dinner with grandma hayes.
Since the newyear I have felt that Vicky was drifting away from me. But in my mind i thought it was just the relationship moving into a new phase? Dylans Birthday party 05/02 I dressed up like a pirate & had a good time. Still everything seems ok. Valentines day she gave me a card saying hope we have a good 2011. Still all seems good. Then BANG I didnt feel like going to a tractor thing in Glostershire. I had other things to do like get my car sorted out. Then 27 she broke up with me....
Now I wont have people put her down as I do love her very much.
Saturday the
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