Very emotional day today had to go for a walk as I just couldnt stop crying this was before lunch.
Anyway kind of feel like I want to wake up from the nightmare that my life has taken shape into. I hate myself and wish that I didnt have to live with everything thats happened If i wasnt here at least I wouldnt miss my self and the pain of being a no one would be gone.
I know people say but these people would miss you but i feel there is nothing that I would miss I am a nobody just a little worker ant in the vastness of the darkness working along every day. No one cares and why should they.... Its my life... I dont want to be here any more.
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