As the darkness falls no one hears your cries the lonelyness and the darkness are my only friend.
Im sorry I have done wrong I cant change that I want to forget I can never forgive myself the hate I feel becomes a torrent of vastness that consumes my mind. The noise that happens when your thinking tenfold with the hustle and bustle thats generally going on up there. Im never going to get out of the hole no matter what people say.
Its easy for someone to say that it cant be that bad (I know because ive thought it)
People say lifes too short to be down (Well fuck me if I could be happy Id just get down and be happy)
I used to think my god that person is miserable but what do people know that see you... ???
imagine
a life without talking
a life without communication
a life without everything
a life of hate
a life of pain
a life of being no one
a life of solitude
a life of darkness/pain/hurt/ roll it into one big hole. put a rock on top and just fill it in.
I am no one
Im losing touch with reality.. Im losing touch with talking to people. Im losing my will...
Got the last of my christmas gifts going to wrap them up now. May be tomorrow will be a brighter day.
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