Well been busy at work but still get time to think about V I miss her so much...
Nothing seemed to go right today... which made things worse
I also didnt get the courage to ask someone if they wanted to go out for a drink or a meal.... I think its because I haven't done it before and would rather not go through that rejection and also any awk·wardness afterwords if she did say no....
The other thing is I dont really have anything in common with anyone... So dont know what id say....
Stuck between a rock and a hard place.
I dont really ever want to put anyone through what I must have done to Vicky...
I think that hurting one person in my life time is hurting one person too many and because I dont really know why I just have no confidence to do anythng about it.
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