Had a good today untill it was time to come home, very very depressed... Thinking of things that happened thoughout my time with V. Hating myself more than ever.... I am not looking forward to tomorrow it would have been 17 months.. I dont know how many of those were a lie but... I feel like the last year and a half of my life has been taken away.... I have nothing to live for I dont feel like ive accomplished anything. I dont really think id be missed.
There is a quote from a film which sums how Im feeling "Well im going to get out of bed every morning, breath in and out all day long, and after a while i wont have to remind my self to get out of bed every morning and breath in and out. Then after a while I wont have to think about how i had it perfect for a while"
Vicky was person who i feel head over heels for.
I love the film that is from....
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